sad sad christmas :(
haaay.. ang crazy tlga ng buhay ko. nkakainis. haha.
bkit kaya ganun? cinds is right. ako lang ang mkakaprotekta sa sarili ko. at di ko un nagagawa. i know this is bound to happen, i just thought i was in control of my feelings pa.. di na pla.
ang hirap pala talaga. ncacrazy na nman ako. haha. ang labo ko. pero sana wag nlng sia mgparamdam forever.. para magalit nlng ako.. para magising nko. hehe.
at nko, may tinext ps c te lyra last night. nkarelate naman daw ako. haha :P
what's complicated and why does it hurt?
- its when you don't know where you stand in a person's life; its when you're hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime. its when you're like more than friends but not really, and its like you're lovers when its really otherwise.
...darn it. sometimes you would want to wish to have never met that person at all but at the back of your mind, you're thankful you have... :'(
waaaahh! nkakainis talaga pag down ang isang tao.. parang nkakarelate sa lahat ng songs or quotes.. hehe.. nkakabaliw lng :P
ang cute ng song :)
heard it sa radio, tas la lng. ang nice lng nia..
for someone.. haha, ang corny ko. wla lng. :))
"Everything"
You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus]
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
unimportant.
nkakainis. tapos na ang exams. tas wla lng. ang pangit tlga ng set of exams na to. nararamdaman ko na mababa talaga ako. pano nman xe ung isang tao.
arrg. lech nmn xe. sana di nlng ako naaapektuhan ng grabe. bad trip tlga.
ang dmeng free time after the exams. and i thought we can spend more time together na. pero bad trip, inuna pa ung ibang bagay. arrg. i feel so UNIMPORTANT tlaga. and wen i told him wat i felt, he didn't even bother to reply. tas sasabihin nia d nxt day na he was inis because of what i said and because of his own problems daw. pero he wasn't inis wen he was doing his stuff. sasabihin na nman nia na it was his way para mawala ung pressure that he's feeling.
nko noh. d ko nga sia tinext d whole day. epal e. tas after, mbait na nmn. ano un, kelangan ko muna magalit? argg. grabe, ang great nia tlga. haay.
tas this coming week, il be sobrang busy na with the CPC. tas sia din with something nia. wala na naman kming time. nkakainis.
nko, naiinis na tlaga ko with what's happening smen. i don't even know if we can fix these things. pero i still hope we can, shett. may mas sustupid pa ba sken? hahaha. oh well. ganun e.
anyways, i have to prepare pa for mom's party tom. i have to do all the groceries and stuff. nko, toxic na naman. hehe. pero ok lng :) ano to e, something to occupy my mind rather than things that are not nice to think or do. haha :)
toxic na naman.
nko nko. exams na nman. ang saya. hehe. joke.
toxic lahat ng tao. di makausap ng matino. hehe. grabe naman ang hirap ng exams nmen. nkakaiyak. gusto ko n gu-mive up. haaay... :(
tas ano pa. alam m un. di ako makaaral. pano xe ung isang tao e. weirdo. argg. nakakainis. nkikisabay sa exams ko. nakakawala tuloy ng gana mgaral. nararamdaman ko tuloy na pangit tong 4th long na to. pangit talaga.
nko, nagbabago na. sana ngayon lng dahil may problema. sana maging ok na ang lahat. sorry if wala akong nagagawa para makatulong sa ngayon. sana after exams ko, bawi tayo :)
i miss you, my someone. :)
anne